Randomness

This is one of the random-est thing I have ever written. It was created on the spot when I was chatting with my friend about the SE Traffic Jam Daughtry concert which I am 99.9% unable to attend. Read at your own risk =____=

Oh!~
My heart!~
It aches~
With the knowledge~
That you are so close~
Yet so far~
Why?
Why is it fate treats me so?
What have I done?
To deserve this torment?
Can you hear it?
The sound of my heart
Breaking
Into a million tiny fragments

The End

A rather dark poem this time <3

Hush little baby
Don't say a word
I know how you're feeling
Rotting inside

Feeling cold and helpless
With no one to turn to
Everybody hates you
Oh yes they do

You start closing your eyes
Tears threatening to spill
And they come tumbling down
Till everything stays still

The Love of My Life

(Before reading this, I want you to understand that this is written/typed based on the point of view of a helpless soul who falls in love too easily, and finally realises that the dreams she was chasing after was right in front of her all along. Too complicated to understand? That's your problem not mine. Alright, fine. To make things simple, it's just one of my random drabbles. Comprende?)

"I love my husband. I really do. But lately it seems as though we're drifting apart. I'll be frank - I'm scared. I don't know what the hell is happening to me. I used to be so very close to him, we're practically joined at the hip (literally and figuratively...). It has nothing to do with him, I'll admit that it's all on my part. I'm the one who's being the insensitive bitch and falling helplessly in love with some other guy. How typical of me. Let's see... I've fallen in and out of love with at least 25 men to date. Why? Why is it so easy for me to be... swept off my feet, just like that? No matter how much I say publicly, "Pssh. Love. What a sucker," my heart begs to differ. Inside, my heart bleeds, it aches, it yearns for physical touch too, just like any other person does. It isn't dead, it isn't frozen. In fact, it is very much alive and warm, thank you very much. Back to the main story. I came across some photos of us together, smiling happily, two people who hadn't a care in the world except how much they loved each other. A wave of nostalgia swept over me, and I suddenly realised how much I missed him. How much time I've lost. I don't think I can ever make it up to him, and the fact that he forgives me for every stupid thing I've done just increases my guilt tenfold. Looking at these pictures, it dawned upon me that nothing in this bountiful world can complete me the way he does. The emotion I felt towards those other men isn't love; it's nothing more than lust. They don't make me feel like I'm the most beautiful woman in the world, they don't make me feel like I'm the best damn thing that happened to them. No, they only make me feel like I just sat for a roller-coaster ride - the feeling of exhilaration only lasts for as long as you are experiencing the ride. Only one man has managed to make me feel like I'm on a Ferris wheel - it may be slow and redundant, but the many different scenery you view along the way is special and makes the wait worthwhile, and that man is my husband.

-Dedicated to Cray, the love of my life-"

There. My first time drabbling on a subject of love. Comments and critiques are very much welcome and appreciated.

||Firesky - out||

Obligated Introductory

Hello. Nice to meet you. I am Firesky, owner of at least 6 blogs, and this is my latest one. Why, oh why do I need so many blogs, you ask? Now, this is created solely for the purpose of posting random poems, drabbles and other literary stuff I compose. Yes folks, everything posted here is by yours truly, unless otherwise stated. Please feel free to comment and critique. Nonconstructive flames such as "U stupid b!+<|-| tht was lyk total shyt!!!!!!!" will be used to roast marshmallows, and that just proves how shallow and uneducated a person you are. Though it is highly unlikely, I urge you not to steal any of my work. Stealing is just wrong. If you would like to know more about my life, or if you want to read a normal online 'journal', kindly refer to my other blog. That is all for now. I hope you enjoy reading my work. Have a nice day.

-Firesky-